ah...

Low productivity and heavy workload.

I am tired now and my stomach is cramping.
I wish I could sleep but I cannot.

I am very luck to get two interviews -- I know he has been listening to my prays.
However, I am afraid that I will screw them up...

This reminds me...
"Got a notice for interview on the next day.
However, I can't turn that target/pressure to a driven power.
I wasted the rest of the reading break.

I feel regretful and frustrated.

Now it's AM of March 06 2007, Tuesday.
I am still drifting around.

Just prayed to God.
May him grant me the calm, persistence and wisdom to overcome the obstacles.
I will follow him..."

May him grant me persistence, calm and wisdom again.

Let me prepare...