仰望人是枉然 因他人總令你失望

平心 靜氣 謹言 慎行

我很累，可还不能睡。。。

Besides full schedule from Tue to Fri
Tue 10-12, GGY interview
Wed due Pricing Assignment + 2:00-4:00 CPPIB interview
Thur 10:00-12:00 ScotiaBank interview + due Numerical Assignment
Friday 10:00-12:00 volatility final Exam!!!

Lord, let me get it through....

Learing Process

So happy that I got the codes finally working~
It was about to pricing the European call option by Monte Carlo simulation with control variate, which was originally an assignment due last Thursday by Numerical Methods.

I was quite freaked out on that Wednesday night that many people wrote their codes easily, except me(well and few other people). But today, after "burning" 34 bucks on a laptop sleeves at Eaton, I finally can bring my little buddy --xps 1210 to school.

went to 12th floor of Robard Library and found a quite corner... Finally I could sit down and think and rethink about the logics involved. Ha, guess what, I got it ~ and those people who thought they were correct actually made a mistake on the conditional probability.

well.... maybe I am not that dumb...

This is the so-called learning process, isn't it?

Now, what's next? Brownian Bridge?

Life is hard, interviews are harder

as titled.

Rest In Peace, 至死仍在拍攝的男人

Myanmar Apologizes For Journalist's Death: Kyodo
By REUTERS
Published: September 28, 2007

TOKYO (Reuters) - Japan strongly protested to Myanmar over the killing of a Japanese video journalist during an anti-government rally, and Myanmar Foreign Minister Nyan Win offered apologies, Kyodo news agency said on Saturday.

Fifty-year-old Kenji Nagai was fatally wounded in Yangon on Thursday, and pictures smuggled out of the country showed him clutching a camera as he lay dying.


Japanese Foreign Minister Masahiko Komura made the protest when he met his Myanmar counterpart at U.N. headquarters in New York on Friday.

The death of Nagai "was extremely regrettable and we will lodge a stern protest," Japanese officials quoted Komura as telling Nyan Win, Kyodo said.

Nyan Win told Komura he was indeed sorry for the death, telling Japanese officials: "Demonstrations are beginning to calm down, and we would also like to exercise restraint," Kyodo said.

Japanese Foreign Ministry officials were not immediately available for comment.

Nagai was the first foreign victim of the protests that began as sporadic marches against fuel price hikes but have swelled over the past month into mass demonstrations against 45 years of military rule in Myanmar, which is also known as Burma.

这与那，此与彼
记住那些 为自由，为明天 而祭上生命的人们

I'll be fine...

Some things in life may change
And some things they stay the same

Like time, time, there's always time
On my mind
So pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time,
Time, there's always time
On my mind
Pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time

I am feeling bad/sad

I am feeling bad! I am feeling sad! I am feeling bad! I am feeling sad! I am feeling bad!

I need some good news to cheer me up, so I could move on and get the job done!!!!!!

Before that, let me finish Numerical Method assignment...